New year, New me.

Something I want to fullfil next year is to genuinely be happy. That may seem very depressing but it's something I really wanna do. All the stress from many things just makes me over-think about stuff that isn't even happening.  I really just wanna start focusing on making myself happy and stop focusing on others. I'm not trying to be careless but I usually care more about peoples feelings more than mine. Like for example if i'm feeling down and so is my best friend than I would make it my job to cheer them up. I just really want to make it my job to make myself happy.  I want to be reliable for someone instead of me wanting to rely on someone. I'm not trying to be conceited I just want what's best for myself.